Read this article this morning:
When the Thrill of Blogging Is Gone … – NYTimes.com.
… and it made me think about why I actually keep updating Chicky Chow Now. I see in Google Analytics this space does get a few visitors a day most days, and you actually spend a little time here, but I don’t know who you are: witness the taunting “No Comments” link beside all posts here.
This fact didn’t bother me until I read this stupid article. Granted, I don’t do much to drive traffic here. I don’t even really share this blog with my friends or family.
I guess I should make up and present a little “statement of purpose”:
I’ve found since I’ve started posting regularly, the benefit for me was to talk out loud. The exercise of displaying (or sharing, since I think there’s somebody out there) what I like in my own forum and writing a few words about anything, really, is therapeutic for me. It keeps me grounded, which feels pretty good. It’s entertaining for me as well – to write and rewrite and refine (somewhat) my ideas. It’s stimulating. I don’t do this on Facebook because it just throws it up in front of everybody’s face (book), which is scary for me and potentially annoying for others. I know I’m annoyed by some FB egomania.
I like doing it here because this site is a destination for this kind of stuff, my stuff. And I can revise it if I want. Plus, it’s kind of hidden. If I don’t want you to come here, I don’t have to tell you about Chicky Chow Now (although I’m getting better about sharing the link – I like watching the reaction to the name).
Which makes me feel grateful for the few people who happen upon this site and read something. So, thank you. I’m glad you’re here. But if this ends up just being a digital book for me to record my thoughts (as opposed to discussing anything with anyone) so be it. But some discussion would be nice too.
Don’t make me beg.
Until then, I’m glad to be in the exclusive group of blogs that has been updated in the past 120 days. Thanks for that little ego boost, NYTimes article. And damn you for making me care about how many comments I have. Asshole.